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11/20/2015 1 Comment Shame my LoveShame my love, you have helped me see
the deepest shame that lives in me Shame my love, you help me to know how from this shame I need to grow And because you've disregarded me I remember that I learned once upon a time that I am disregardable Unimportant Someone not worth considering Left out I'm embarrassed that you've disregarded me That you feel my needs don't matter But I'm embarrassed for who.... Me or you? I thought me at first I always thought me.... I thought I was the forgotten one The unimportant one..... But now perhaps I feel it differently Perhaps now I am embarrassed for you I feel sorry for you That you would leave me out That you would forget such a precious jewel as myself That you would disregard the needs of such a wondrous being as me What a loss to you that really is I always saw it as my loss, that I would be forgotten That I was left behind But now I see It is your loss You are missing out on ME Missing holding the precious jewel that I am Missing honoring the needs of my sweet, sweet being Missing cherishing my tender hopes and dreams and desires You have missed all those opportunities And I feel those opportunities arising in me, coming alive in me now The opportunities to cherish every moment of my opening self My trusting, my blossoming, my becoming So now, who are you to me? The one who disregarded me, the one who has not valued me... Who are you to me? Tuning in, I feel sad, loss, hurt, knowing how you have treated me I feel a residue of this wound still alive in me Hurts so bad Knowing that you've not cherished and valued me Thought of me as you're special one But, is that your wound that you carry within you, my dear That allows you to treat me so? Is that how you treat yourself inside your own heart? Thank you for showing me Shame my love, you have helped me see the deepest shame that lives in me Shame my love, you help me to know how from this shame I need to grow by Heidi Jo
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THE DEMIGOD LORD KUBERA
2/1/2023 04:02:49 am
THIS ONE WAS VERY TOUCHING. HAVING BEEN FORCED TO MOVE FORWARD IN LIFE WITHOUT MY PARTNER WHO THREW ME AWAY AND KIDNAPPED MY INNOCENT CHILD WITNESSING THE DESTRUCTION OF THAEFAMILY THAT WAS ONCE PROMISED TO THEM AS THEY ENTERED THIS WORLD HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME. A QUOTE CAME TO ME FROM LORD SATHEY SAI BABA, "LOVE IS GIVING AND FORGIVING, EGO IS GETTING AND FORGETTING." AM COMING TO UNDERSTAND THE BLOSSOMING TAKING PLACE IN MY HEART AND LIFE AS I OPEN UP TO THE MIRROR OF MYSELVES BEFORE ME IN THIS REALM. AS THE ONCE CLOSED HEARTED SOCIOPATH SHEDS THAT HUSK OF NON-BEING, AND ENVELOPES AROUND MYSELF AN AUTHENTICITY AND LOVE THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE, BUT LEFT NEGLECTED DUE TO LACK OF BOTH SKILL AND KNOWLEDGE. Leave a Reply. |
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Welcome to my newest offering: Danssage!! Danssage blends two of my favorite things together in one, Dance and Massage.
Partner Dance is one of the funnest and most delicious ways to explore intimacy with another person, as you have body to body contact, moving together to the music, breathing together, and body dynamics all coming together in a blend of connection.
Sharing my love of dance and sensual connection is one of my greatest joys in life.
As always I am committed to meeting you right where you are at, with no expectation of proficiency in any of this. It truly is a delight to be in the innocence of learning and experiencing something new, so don’t be afraid If you think you can’t dance.. I will make this fun for you, I promise!!!!!!
What the session will look like: this will be like a Tantra Yoga Session in the sense that we move through our time together in a series of deepening experiences. First we’ll chat and cuddle in my cozy corner, then we’ll move into the dance experience, and then we’ll take that onto the massage table to end with you just receiving: the massage is done as a dance on your body. Sounds interesting? It will be. Email or text as described on the booking page.
I can’t wait!!
Partner Dance is one of the funnest and most delicious ways to explore intimacy with another person, as you have body to body contact, moving together to the music, breathing together, and body dynamics all coming together in a blend of connection.
Sharing my love of dance and sensual connection is one of my greatest joys in life.
As always I am committed to meeting you right where you are at, with no expectation of proficiency in any of this. It truly is a delight to be in the innocence of learning and experiencing something new, so don’t be afraid If you think you can’t dance.. I will make this fun for you, I promise!!!!!!
What the session will look like: this will be like a Tantra Yoga Session in the sense that we move through our time together in a series of deepening experiences. First we’ll chat and cuddle in my cozy corner, then we’ll move into the dance experience, and then we’ll take that onto the massage table to end with you just receiving: the massage is done as a dance on your body. Sounds interesting? It will be. Email or text as described on the booking page.
I can’t wait!!
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