10/16/2015 The Black HoleHmmm..... yes.
Goddess blessI I think that I must get undressed To find the place That is inside That is gaping open wide A place that doesn't know itself A place that's scared like a little elf It is a dark black hole, oh yes! It is a hurting wounded mess All energy is lost in there All Consciousness is gone beware! When I even go near this pain I lose myself again and again So now I go willingly towards it To risk being completely devoured by it But now... that doesn't sound so bad I think that could make me really glad! I believe my false self will taste yummy To the black holes great big tummy And maybe after, I will feel Relief to find that I am real A new layer of myself I'll see A greater capacity to be me Free to be my true self I am The whole of me present Soft like a lamb But not just soft, strong I'll be too And ready to do the things Im called to do So I go in willingly, openly trusting Knowing the walls of my old self are busting There is a space now that I can hold tenderly A nest that is perfect for my vulnerability It's new to sit in this place of extreme Greater capacity than there's ever been But there's a place in my heart that I hardly can meet A place that is needy, but so very sweet She sits in the shadows For so long forgotten She once was abandoned Once judged as rotten She once was a part of me I couldn't accept I had to be strong, perfect, adept There wasn't a place for a softy with feelings She had to be buried and numbed by my dealings t was a shame at the time, but now I see She never left me, she never did flee I can touch her again and make her my own She'll be my princess and live in my home She is emerging from the darkness of the hole My sweet darling dear, I'm ready to be full Reunion with you brings me back to myself No longer a scared little, shy little elf So thank you my sweet, but please work with me For holding you near makes me feel unsteady Yes I am quite new to this way of being And it brings on an rather exposed feeling But I'm committed to this and I know that I'll grow For this is my truth, the path I want to know We'll walk it together, you by my side No longer in shame that I need to hide And now the acceptance of all of me is here And I thank my beloved for being my Mirror By Heidi Jo
Suzanne Parenteau
10/24/2015 11:32:01 am
What a beautiful poem, Heidi Comments are closed.
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Welcome to my newest offering: Danssage!! Danssage blends two of my favorite things together in one, Dance and Massage.
Partner Dance is one of the funnest and most delicious ways to explore intimacy with another person, as you have body to body contact, moving together to the music, breathing together, and body dynamics all coming together in a blend of connection.
Sharing my love of dance and sensual connection is one of my greatest joys in life.
As always I am committed to meeting you right where you are at, with no expectation of proficiency in any of this. It truly is a delight to be in the innocence of learning and experiencing something new, so don’t be afraid If you think you can’t dance.. I will make this fun for you, I promise!!!!!!
What the session will look like: this will be like a Tantra Yoga Session in the sense that we move through our time together in a series of deepening experiences. First we’ll chat and cuddle in my cozy corner, then we’ll move into the dance experience, and then we’ll take that onto the massage table to end with you just receiving: the massage is done as a dance on your body. Sounds interesting? It will be. Email or text as described on the booking page.
I can’t wait!!
Partner Dance is one of the funnest and most delicious ways to explore intimacy with another person, as you have body to body contact, moving together to the music, breathing together, and body dynamics all coming together in a blend of connection.
Sharing my love of dance and sensual connection is one of my greatest joys in life.
As always I am committed to meeting you right where you are at, with no expectation of proficiency in any of this. It truly is a delight to be in the innocence of learning and experiencing something new, so don’t be afraid If you think you can’t dance.. I will make this fun for you, I promise!!!!!!
What the session will look like: this will be like a Tantra Yoga Session in the sense that we move through our time together in a series of deepening experiences. First we’ll chat and cuddle in my cozy corner, then we’ll move into the dance experience, and then we’ll take that onto the massage table to end with you just receiving: the massage is done as a dance on your body. Sounds interesting? It will be. Email or text as described on the booking page.
I can’t wait!!
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