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12/12/2017 2 Comments

Meet the Soul of this World

As you go into the Matrix
Don't lose sight of who you are

You might forget
That you are infinite
That you are whole
That you are divine
That you are a creator
That there is no separation between you and all of creation

You will forget
But I call you to remember
Wake up as you are now inside the Matrix
Call upon your true self
Your inner wisdom
To awaken
And remember
That you are vast
That you are powerful
That you are beautiful
That you are perfect

That these Human trappings that you find yourself wearing are not you

That what you see is part of an imagined dream
And that you are a
Participant in that imagining
But that the dream isn't full reality
It's only a facade

A look alike of what is real

A body to represent the energy that inhabits it

Without the soul the body is empty

Meet the soul of this world

The life that animates everything

Meet the soul of everyone you meet
With YOUR soul
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11/20/2015 1 Comment

Shame my Love

Shame my love, you have helped me see
the deepest shame that lives in me
Shame my love, you help me to know
how from this shame I need to grow

And because you've disregarded me
I remember that I learned once upon a time that I am disregardable
Unimportant
Someone not worth considering
Left out

I'm embarrassed that you've disregarded me
That you feel my needs don't matter
But I'm embarrassed for who.... Me or you?

I thought me at first
I always thought me....
I thought I was the forgotten one
The unimportant one.....

But now perhaps I feel it differently
Perhaps now I am embarrassed for you
I feel sorry for you
That you would leave me out
That you would forget such a precious jewel as myself
That you would disregard the needs of such a wondrous being as me
What a loss to you that really is

I always saw it as my loss, that I would be forgotten
That I was left behind
But now I see
It is your loss
You are missing out on ME
Missing holding the precious jewel that I am
Missing honoring the needs of my sweet, sweet being
Missing cherishing my tender hopes and dreams and desires
You have missed all those opportunities
And I feel those opportunities arising in me, coming alive in me now
The opportunities to cherish every moment of my opening self
My trusting, my blossoming, my becoming

So now, who are you to me?
The one who disregarded me, the one who has not valued me...
Who are you to me?

Tuning in,
I feel sad, loss, hurt, knowing how you have treated me
I feel a residue of this wound still alive in me
Hurts so bad
Knowing that you've not cherished and valued me
Thought of me as you're special one

But, is that your wound that you carry within you, my dear
That allows you to treat me so?
Is that how you treat yourself inside your own heart?
Thank you for showing me

Shame my love, you have helped me see
the deepest shame that lives in me
Shame my love, you help me to know
how from this shame I need to grow

​by Heidi Jo
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11/20/2015 0 Comments

November 20th, 2015

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11/20/2015 1 Comment

Sweetness

As we become flesh embodied, spirit enfleshed beings
We come to recognize ourselves
As energy in patterns
Creating anew who we are everyday

As we come to see the power
Of our thoughts and emotions
And how alignment with our truth (or misalignment)
Affects our days and lives moment by moment..
Then
We realize how important everything is
How important our energy is and where we are choosing to put it
How important WE are
How tender, how sweet, how beautiful, how good we are
How deserving of love we are
What a precious gift this life is, this moment is

And we may see how we are guarding ourselves from this moment
From this preciousness
From this sweetness
This sweetness that is ourself

Heidi Jo
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11/20/2015 2 Comments

The Great Divide

There is a great divide inside
And in between this and that...
This known thing, and that known thing...
The two warring things, the two opposing things
In between....
There is Holy ground
Holy Ground!
Where we don't know ourselves, where the mystery lives
Where we are unconscious
Where we are waking up
This place of empty space
Is a place where we are tender, raw, real
No masks, judgement, or barricades live here
This is where the divine enters us and we become enlivened with spirit 
We open and we receive, a transmission of pure love
And the warring sides, the polarizations, both get a place together at the table 
Because now they are both welcome.

​by Heidi Jo
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11/20/2015 0 Comments

Divine Emerging 

Divine Emerging
The divine is emerging in you, and in me
In spaces between, in parts that aren't seen
Its alive in the earth, deep down in the core
Bubbling up, making space for more
Magic to live, inside my mind
In between cells that are moving in time
With my pulsing heartbeat
With my sweet dancing feet
Arching my back to let rainbows shine
Out from my heart, radiating love
To all who come near, below and above

The divine is emerging in you and in me
Opening us up and setting us free
Creating more space for magic to live
Between both of us, so much love to give
I feel the expanse of me become greater
In your presence my light is much brighter
This nectar of love, sweetness dripping down
I drink into me, fills me up to my crown

I feel the spiraling universe here
Moving inside my body, there's nothing to fear
The movement is inside, a great reflection
Of the change in our midst, a new transformation
Our earth changing also in her sweet time
Becoming a holy place, becoming divine
A place where our defense can be laid to rest
A time when love is the food we ingest
And allow it to nourish us body and soul
Knowing our truth and fulfilling our role
Of care taking the energy that we witness is alive
And moving throughout so all things can thrive
We attune ourselves to the radiance of love
And the wave carries us from below to above
Through all distortion we come out renewed
A new life emerging, a whole new world view.

The divine is emerging in you and in me
Opening us up and setting us free!

by Heidi Jo 
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10/16/2015

The Black Hole

Hmmm..... yes.
Goddess blessI
I think that I must get undressed

To find the place
That is inside
That is gaping open wide
A place that doesn't know itself
A place that's scared like a little elf
It is a dark black hole, oh yes!
It is a hurting wounded mess

All energy is lost in there
All Consciousness is gone beware!
When I even go near this pain
I lose myself again and again
So now I go willingly towards it 
To risk being completely devoured by it

But now... that doesn't sound so bad
I think that could make me really glad!
I believe my false self will taste yummy
To the black holes great big tummy

And maybe after, I will feel
Relief to find that I am real
A new layer of myself I'll see
A greater capacity to be me
Free to be my true self I am
The whole of me present
Soft like a lamb

But not just soft, strong I'll be too
And ready to do the things Im called to do
So I go in willingly, openly trusting
Knowing the walls of my old self are busting
There is a space now that I can hold tenderly
A nest that is perfect for my vulnerability

It's new to sit in this place of extreme 
Greater capacity than there's ever been
But there's a place in my heart that I hardly can meet
A place that is needy, but so very sweet

She sits in the shadows
For so long forgotten
She once was abandoned
Once judged as rotten
She once was a part of me I couldn't accept
I had to be strong, perfect, adept
There wasn't a place for a softy with feelings
She had to be buried and numbed by my dealings

t was a shame at the time, but now I see
She never left me, she never did flee
I can touch her again and make her my own
She'll be my princess and live in my home

She is emerging from the darkness of the hole
My sweet darling dear, I'm ready to be full
Reunion with you brings me back to myself
No longer a scared little, shy little elf

So thank you my sweet, but please work with me
For holding you near makes me feel unsteady
Yes I am quite new to this way of being 
And it brings on an rather exposed feeling

But I'm committed to this and I know that I'll grow
For this is my truth, the path I want to know
We'll walk it together, you by my side
No longer in shame that I need to hide

And now the acceptance of all of me is here
And I thank my beloved for being my Mirror

By Heidi Jo

10/16/2015

Perhaps We Should Be Lovers

Perhaps we should be lovers
Because I could just imagine what it could be like
To nuzzle your earlobe
To nibble your.... neck
To feel your weight pressing down on me
Squeezing me, crushing me
To feel your arms around me, holding me, pulling me into you, deeper and deeper


Perhaps we should be lovers
Because I want to play creation games with you
I want to dream things into this world,  yummy things that make people smile, that make us smile, that bring beauty and delight to people's hearts, to my heart, to your heart.....


Perhaps we should be lovers because lovers share themselves with each other, they share their bodies, their minds, their thoughts and ideas, they share their emotions, they share their pleasure, entering into new dimensions, opening and being opened, surrendering themselves,  allowing separation to dissolve.


So.... what do you think?
Is it a good idea to be lovers?
Is it wise?
Does it make sense?
How much money do you make?
What has you're history been?
What will the future bring?
Will you hurt me? Again and again?
Are you just like the other men ?
Am I stupid for wanting this,
Looking outside of myself for bliss?
Why am I attracted to things that will hurt me?
Instead I should stick with lovers that aren't flirty
Like the trees and the breezes that don't play games with my mind
They just caress my skin and make music that is kind
Like the water, the rivers, the ocean, the mud
Streaming pure love in ways no human man could...


Oh you human lovers are so very fickle
You ought to go and sit under a trickle
Of water so that you can know who you really are
And stop flirting with everyone who's shining like a star

When you see your own star that's shining so bright
You will be true to yourself every night
When you know you own strength you won't have to try
To be something you're not,  you wont need to ask why

Your light will shine through with nothing to block it
Your strength will be true with nothing to stop it
It was never yours anyway so its impossible to hold
onto this light which is as precious as gold

Or judge it as good, bad
Right or wrong
It has its own wisdom
It Sings it's own song

And we are but the carriers of this divine
Energy that we get to watch intertwine
With others sometimes, we see where it goes
We see if there's water to nourish the rose
That's growing in the center of our chest every day
Or do our actions cause the rose to decay?

Indeed we must hold the rose with the greatest respect
And not show this sweetheart any neglect
For the rose is our own love that is ours to cherish
For without her living beauty surely we'll perish...


And so what do we see with this silly limerick?
To be someone's lover is no small commitment
It's something to ponder, to not move too quickly
To see if companionship won't get too prickly


And there's much to be said of our own love within
To nourish our own rose again and again
So be true to your own heart, your own Inner Lover
Because until you can do this, you can't love another

By Heidi Jo

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​Partner Dance is one of the funnest and most delicious ways to explore intimacy with another person, as you have body to body contact, moving together to the music, breathing together, and body dynamics all coming together in a blend of connection.
Sharing my love of dance and sensual connection is one of my greatest joys in life.

As always I am committed to meeting you right where you are at, with no expectation of proficiency in any of this. It truly is a delight to be in the innocence of learning and experiencing something new, so don’t be afraid If you think you can’t dance.. I will make this fun for you, I promise!!!!!!

What the session will look like: this will be like a Tantra Yoga Session in the sense that we move through our time together in a series of deepening experiences. First we’ll chat and cuddle in my cozy corner, then we’ll move into the dance experience, and then we’ll take that onto the massage table to end with you just receiving: the massage is done as a dance on your body. Sounds interesting? It will be. Email or text as described on the booking page.
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