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12/12/2017 3 Comments Meet the Soul of this WorldAs you go into the Matrix
Don't lose sight of who you are You might forget That you are infinite That you are whole That you are divine That you are a creator That there is no separation between you and all of creation You will forget But I call you to remember Wake up as you are now inside the Matrix Call upon your true self Your inner wisdom To awaken And remember That you are vast That you are powerful That you are beautiful That you are perfect That these Human trappings that you find yourself wearing are not you That what you see is part of an imagined dream And that you are a Participant in that imagining But that the dream isn't full reality It's only a facade A look alike of what is real A body to represent the energy that inhabits it Without the soul the body is empty Meet the soul of this world The life that animates everything Meet the soul of everyone you meet With YOUR soul
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11/20/2015 1 Comment Shame my LoveShame my love, you have helped me see
the deepest shame that lives in me Shame my love, you help me to know how from this shame I need to grow And because you've disregarded me I remember that I learned once upon a time that I am disregardable Unimportant Someone not worth considering Left out I'm embarrassed that you've disregarded me That you feel my needs don't matter But I'm embarrassed for who.... Me or you? I thought me at first I always thought me.... I thought I was the forgotten one The unimportant one..... But now perhaps I feel it differently Perhaps now I am embarrassed for you I feel sorry for you That you would leave me out That you would forget such a precious jewel as myself That you would disregard the needs of such a wondrous being as me What a loss to you that really is I always saw it as my loss, that I would be forgotten That I was left behind But now I see It is your loss You are missing out on ME Missing holding the precious jewel that I am Missing honoring the needs of my sweet, sweet being Missing cherishing my tender hopes and dreams and desires You have missed all those opportunities And I feel those opportunities arising in me, coming alive in me now The opportunities to cherish every moment of my opening self My trusting, my blossoming, my becoming So now, who are you to me? The one who disregarded me, the one who has not valued me... Who are you to me? Tuning in, I feel sad, loss, hurt, knowing how you have treated me I feel a residue of this wound still alive in me Hurts so bad Knowing that you've not cherished and valued me Thought of me as you're special one But, is that your wound that you carry within you, my dear That allows you to treat me so? Is that how you treat yourself inside your own heart? Thank you for showing me Shame my love, you have helped me see the deepest shame that lives in me Shame my love, you help me to know how from this shame I need to grow by Heidi Jo 11/20/2015 1 Comment SweetnessAs we become flesh embodied, spirit enfleshed beings
We come to recognize ourselves As energy in patterns Creating anew who we are everyday As we come to see the power Of our thoughts and emotions And how alignment with our truth (or misalignment) Affects our days and lives moment by moment.. Then We realize how important everything is How important our energy is and where we are choosing to put it How important WE are How tender, how sweet, how beautiful, how good we are How deserving of love we are What a precious gift this life is, this moment is And we may see how we are guarding ourselves from this moment From this preciousness From this sweetness This sweetness that is ourself Heidi Jo 11/20/2015 2 Comments The Great DivideThere is a great divide inside
And in between this and that... This known thing, and that known thing... The two warring things, the two opposing things In between.... There is Holy ground Holy Ground! Where we don't know ourselves, where the mystery lives Where we are unconscious Where we are waking up This place of empty space Is a place where we are tender, raw, real No masks, judgement, or barricades live here This is where the divine enters us and we become enlivened with spirit We open and we receive, a transmission of pure love And the warring sides, the polarizations, both get a place together at the table Because now they are both welcome. by Heidi Jo 11/20/2015 0 Comments Divine EmergingDivine Emerging
The divine is emerging in you, and in me In spaces between, in parts that aren't seen Its alive in the earth, deep down in the core Bubbling up, making space for more Magic to live, inside my mind In between cells that are moving in time With my pulsing heartbeat With my sweet dancing feet Arching my back to let rainbows shine Out from my heart, radiating love To all who come near, below and above The divine is emerging in you and in me Opening us up and setting us free Creating more space for magic to live Between both of us, so much love to give I feel the expanse of me become greater In your presence my light is much brighter This nectar of love, sweetness dripping down I drink into me, fills me up to my crown I feel the spiraling universe here Moving inside my body, there's nothing to fear The movement is inside, a great reflection Of the change in our midst, a new transformation Our earth changing also in her sweet time Becoming a holy place, becoming divine A place where our defense can be laid to rest A time when love is the food we ingest And allow it to nourish us body and soul Knowing our truth and fulfilling our role Of care taking the energy that we witness is alive And moving throughout so all things can thrive We attune ourselves to the radiance of love And the wave carries us from below to above Through all distortion we come out renewed A new life emerging, a whole new world view. The divine is emerging in you and in me Opening us up and setting us free! by Heidi Jo 10/16/2015 The Black HoleHmmm..... yes.
Goddess blessI I think that I must get undressed To find the place That is inside That is gaping open wide A place that doesn't know itself A place that's scared like a little elf It is a dark black hole, oh yes! It is a hurting wounded mess All energy is lost in there All Consciousness is gone beware! When I even go near this pain I lose myself again and again So now I go willingly towards it To risk being completely devoured by it But now... that doesn't sound so bad I think that could make me really glad! I believe my false self will taste yummy To the black holes great big tummy And maybe after, I will feel Relief to find that I am real A new layer of myself I'll see A greater capacity to be me Free to be my true self I am The whole of me present Soft like a lamb But not just soft, strong I'll be too And ready to do the things Im called to do So I go in willingly, openly trusting Knowing the walls of my old self are busting There is a space now that I can hold tenderly A nest that is perfect for my vulnerability It's new to sit in this place of extreme Greater capacity than there's ever been But there's a place in my heart that I hardly can meet A place that is needy, but so very sweet She sits in the shadows For so long forgotten She once was abandoned Once judged as rotten She once was a part of me I couldn't accept I had to be strong, perfect, adept There wasn't a place for a softy with feelings She had to be buried and numbed by my dealings t was a shame at the time, but now I see She never left me, she never did flee I can touch her again and make her my own She'll be my princess and live in my home She is emerging from the darkness of the hole My sweet darling dear, I'm ready to be full Reunion with you brings me back to myself No longer a scared little, shy little elf So thank you my sweet, but please work with me For holding you near makes me feel unsteady Yes I am quite new to this way of being And it brings on an rather exposed feeling But I'm committed to this and I know that I'll grow For this is my truth, the path I want to know We'll walk it together, you by my side No longer in shame that I need to hide And now the acceptance of all of me is here And I thank my beloved for being my Mirror By Heidi Jo 10/16/2015 Perhaps We Should Be LoversPerhaps we should be lovers
Because I could just imagine what it could be like To nuzzle your earlobe To nibble your.... neck To feel your weight pressing down on me Squeezing me, crushing me To feel your arms around me, holding me, pulling me into you, deeper and deeper Perhaps we should be lovers Because I want to play creation games with you I want to dream things into this world, yummy things that make people smile, that make us smile, that bring beauty and delight to people's hearts, to my heart, to your heart..... Perhaps we should be lovers because lovers share themselves with each other, they share their bodies, their minds, their thoughts and ideas, they share their emotions, they share their pleasure, entering into new dimensions, opening and being opened, surrendering themselves, allowing separation to dissolve. So.... what do you think? Is it a good idea to be lovers? Is it wise? Does it make sense? How much money do you make? What has you're history been? What will the future bring? Will you hurt me? Again and again? Are you just like the other men ? Am I stupid for wanting this, Looking outside of myself for bliss? Why am I attracted to things that will hurt me? Instead I should stick with lovers that aren't flirty Like the trees and the breezes that don't play games with my mind They just caress my skin and make music that is kind Like the water, the rivers, the ocean, the mud Streaming pure love in ways no human man could... Oh you human lovers are so very fickle You ought to go and sit under a trickle Of water so that you can know who you really are And stop flirting with everyone who's shining like a star When you see your own star that's shining so bright You will be true to yourself every night When you know you own strength you won't have to try To be something you're not, you wont need to ask why Your light will shine through with nothing to block it Your strength will be true with nothing to stop it It was never yours anyway so its impossible to hold onto this light which is as precious as gold Or judge it as good, bad Right or wrong It has its own wisdom It Sings it's own song And we are but the carriers of this divine Energy that we get to watch intertwine With others sometimes, we see where it goes We see if there's water to nourish the rose That's growing in the center of our chest every day Or do our actions cause the rose to decay? Indeed we must hold the rose with the greatest respect And not show this sweetheart any neglect For the rose is our own love that is ours to cherish For without her living beauty surely we'll perish... And so what do we see with this silly limerick? To be someone's lover is no small commitment It's something to ponder, to not move too quickly To see if companionship won't get too prickly And there's much to be said of our own love within To nourish our own rose again and again So be true to your own heart, your own Inner Lover Because until you can do this, you can't love another By Heidi Jo |
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